Im just a little monster

my boi

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:31:54 GMT

these things are kinda stuopid cause they just bring drama thats why i abrly update or have ppl in my frinds cause i mean a journal is for yourthoughts n no one else's ya kno well josh broke my anil today that dumb ass ut i still luv ya boi n then me n dave made a plan to get drunk together lol well im kinda fallin for the boi i used to like but will see were things go wit this one well i hate the girls nn are school there such bitches who cant get over dem selfs..... mandi carla n jenna i love u girls to death ur like the only girls i can stand n dat damn school cause no matter wat u girls are always der for me n wats dat tell u there tru friends well theres some more but ne ways

baby this summer is gunna be so much fun i cant wait(here comes the memories)
^
lovve da pimps you kno who u is please believe

<3 you u bunches
ash

my sis beat up ash lol

its beeen a whiile

Thu, 26 May 2005 02:52:30 GMT

ok well lately ive been reallly good but i dont update this ne more well there is so much god damn drama i think tis fun y how ppl fight over guys lol i mean wtf serious thers so many guys out there but my babe has moved bac home n im so excited i love you babe well school is almost out i cant wait cauyse im gunna send my time wit my pimps n the friends. cowboy wishes he could just get another ride lol but hes gunna have to wait i love my kaylyn veriser n mandi n carla love u girls to death im so puttin my size 4 on da side of her face lol how funn M*A*C on dis bitches lalal theres so many damn hoes i cant stand in are schoolllllllll they think there all tha n shit n please belive i dont think so dis weeeknd is gunna be so great
C to the r-u-n-k my favorite thing to do

i got a thing for you dat i cant ignore

save a horse ride a cowboy

its been awhile

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 22:26:57 GMT

well happy st. patricks day!! well i havent updated in along time cause i really dont have the time anymore but ive been sick lately and it really sucks but things are good between me n mike well we are just friends so thats better than nuttin well there has been so much drama latley ppl just need to drop it all cause they dont even no all the facts well yesterday me n rachiel went to target n then to get her car washed it was really funny but then i came bac to my house n chilled in talked to ppl this weekend is gunna be awesome im chillen wit the pimps holla nicoles party is on saturday so im gunna be n clawson the whole day well i dont really like written n this anymore lol

~ash~

keepin on believing

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 12:38:50 GMT

i ahvent updated in a while i finally have alife cause cheerleading is over thank god well lately ive been so happy but then again depressed havethe time i cant stand ppl they get on my nervers well yea i guesss i havea thing for nick but n2s bcuz if hes just gunna go from girl to girl then whatever thats just dumb well next weeeknd im hangin out wit mike holla lol well its so early in da morning in im up how ironique well this is so short n have he time im not puttin ne thing on here bcuz ppl ahve big mouthe at are school so yea

eyes keep watering

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 19:14:44 GMT

well today i think im hangin out with mandi nick troy derek n all them well tonight im goin to be hangin with the pimps lol well this morning i got up at 8 adn took a showere n got ready went to my aunts and then came home and went shoppin with my dad how fun well i seen so many hott guys n they keep lookin at me holy hotties but who cares then we went out to eat and i wasnt even hungry so i didnt even finish my food lol well then i came home and did my make up and clean my room and now im sittin here and my eyes keep waterin n i cant help it so yeah now im home by my self how fun well i think that all bois are gay we need a few decent ones in this god damn world today will hopefully be fun then lyns party is tommrrow more fun(landon) is goin then monday is valentines day stupid hallmark holiday
~when i wish i wish upon a star for you~

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 20:40:08 GMT

this is gonna take forever
HAVE YOU EVER...
01. Fallen for your best friend?: no
02. Made out w/ JUST a friend?: Yeah
03. Been rejected? no does ur sister count?
04. Been in love?: yes
05. Been in lust?: No
06. Used someone?: No, i would never do that because i know how it feel to be used :.(
07. Been used?: yeah
08. Cheated on someone?: no
09. Been cheated on: yea
10. Been kissed?: Yes
11. Done something you regret?: Yup, all the time

Who was the last person...

12. You touched? my sister
13. You talked to? megan
14. You hugged? erin
15. You instant messaged? idont remember
17. You had sex with? cant remember since im such a slut as ppl say
18. You yelled at? my sister sorry
19. You laughed with? erin sarah kaylyn alyssa taylor david josh
20. Who broke your heart? mike
21. Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars?: no im not into the wringly penis
22.tighty whiteys or boxers?: neither i'm a girl but boxers
23. What's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on?: boxers or sumtin cute
24. What do you think of soul mates? : Theyre out there. but if you find them never let go
25. Do you have a crush right now? : Yes :(
26. What's something you can't live without? My sister megan i love her to death we mght fight but that dont matter thats wat sisters do
27. You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day?: wow I'd so tell him.
28. What's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? pissed me off and say shit that aint true and make it more than it is
29. Favorite weather?: spring in fall short skirts hot bois n riding in kelliescar top down
30. What's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl: their eyes
31. what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? there personality adn if there intelligent
32. Do you know what 143 means? I LOVE YOU
32. Who's phone number are you hoping to get?: bitches i got everyones number that is important
33. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes
34. What time did you go to sleep last night? at like 11:30
35. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? It depends bcuz it might not be excatly flirtin
36. Would you rather be married in Venice, Italy, or Honolulu, Hawaii? italy
37. (girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? aww thats cute but so predictable from a guy how bout jewelry
38. What do you think of "no pain, no gain" ? sometimes
39. What do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul"? I think it's true because you can tell how a person feels by their eyes
40. What do you think of sleep? never get it
41. At one point in a girl/guy friendship, one of them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false: True.
42. Football or rugby? football
43. Hat or visor? visor it wont reunin my hair
44. What's something you ALWAYS have on you?: Jewelry.
45. Who do you want to take with you to the prom? i want to go with the guy that means the most to me at the time or my best friend (zach)
46. Your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. In their state of drunkenness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. They wake up the next morning with a slight memory that they did something stupid. What do you do?: I would probley never trust then again be like oh yeah i fucked ur best friend
47. Is cyber sex considered cheating?: Lo. no
48. Are you happy? no, i probley never will ba again
49. Favorite berries? strawberries
50. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary over? wen i got a fuckin shot in my bone in september october
51. Wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? yes
52.Who was the last person who complimented you?: alisha
53. Who do you wish you could kiss? mike
54. Movies at home or in a theater? at home. bcuz i tend to talk to much n get kicked out of theaters
55.(girls)what's something about guys you don't get? why they think its alright to talk to like 10 girls or flirt with another girl in front of u knowin u like each other
56.(guys) what's something about girls you don't get?
57. If someone said you were hot, what would you think?: Id be like thanx
58. You go to your bf/gf's house for the first time and in his/her room, and everywhere is... you. what do you think?: well like id be like atleast they love me or are think bout me but in my x's car he had pics of me over the speedometer thing
59. What's your opinion on love? it's something that you cant explane. when it happens it happens even if it's good or bad
60. Would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? Ballroom.
61. If you could dye your hair any color, what would you dye it? i would want it to be blonde or purple
62. What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you?: that im so sweet and i have nice eyes
63. If you were to spend the day with your b/f or g/f, where would you go and what would you do? id just want to lay down n watch tv with them n cuddle
64. What's your biggest fantasy with your b/f or g/f?: just to stay with the one i love and care for the most and never let them go

*MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: myself
*MAKES YOU SMILE: mike
*GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: tony
*HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: tony jimmy vito(hes 17)
*WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: would u really like to kno? mike
*WHO HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: guys bye a far shot they have a dick and can wip it out wen ever and we go through way more shit then they do

DO YOU EVER?

*SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: yes wen they say there gunna call right back
*SAVE E-MAILS: no
*WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: no im happy with my self just if i had a smaller stomach
*WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: no
*CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: no only when my sister says stuff she dont mean and shit that pisses me off

FAVORITES

*SONG LYRICS: life "house fallin in love"
despret for changin starving for true closer where i started chasing after you im fallin even more in love with u letting go of all i held on to im standing here until you make me move hanging by amoment here with you living for the only thing i kno
*COLOGNE: adidas
*PERFUME: lilu
*KISS: under the water
*ROMANTIC MEMORY: ;)
*ADVICE YOU'VE BEEN GIVEN: dont waste ur time who isnt willin to waste their time on you

HAVE YOU EVER

*KISSED YOUR COUSIN: no
*BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART: yeah, i'm sorry for it to because i never ment to do it
*BEEN IN LOVE: yeah i am right now
*CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Yes.
*WANTED SOMEONE YOU KNEW YOU COULDN'T HAVE: yeah i feel like that right now
*DRANK ALCOHOL: yeah

ASH

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my size whore barbie

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 20:10:34 GMT

well erin and megan call my my size whore barbie how funny lol well i love dem to death well today in 4th hour rizzo was like to andrea hey thats the three one thyrd hallway and after class andrea was like thats the three one thyrd hallway so me in rizzo started walkin fast cause andrea with her big mouth is gunna get us fuckin shot lol well it keeps snowin which isnt cool and i have the hickups which suc to well today is mine n mandis one month anniversary lol well ok this weekend should be fun well i just want to go to sleep and never wake up im sick of all this bs with bois ok like 4 diff ppl like me right now and i dont kno wat to do cause i like dem all as friends and they want more but i never see them but there is that one special guy i do want to get back with but will leavbe him out of this right now well as megan always says" break my heart or break my fall" well i love her to death she is not only my sister but my best freidn i can talk to her bout nething well i love u kellie and nicole see u guys this weeekend prolly
~love u bitches~

life is goin down hill

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 00:43:51 GMT

ok well last night i charged my phone or at least i thought i did but i guess not anyways so i tried chargin it while i was at school sittin by the bois but it wasnt wrkin so i fixed it well neways we had a game today and we so lost like not by that much but we still lost and three ppl werent there damn it well ne ways tommrrow is mine n mandis one month anniversary lol its just a joke he he well omfg landon is so hott lol well maybe i should just go back for mike and for get about nick and moving on so i dont have to deal with all this drama i mean are school is full of it but hey im outy like a bitch

game day

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 15:28:04 GMT

friday before the game me mandi n rachel got ready at my sisters and got glitter everywhere and then i was makin them laugh so hard on the bus and then we were stickin goldfish up are nose
fish are friends notttttttttttttttttttt food
i love u joey chase lee just us three

giving up

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 15:25:29 GMT

well friday was fun i hung out with kellie and nicole we had fun then yesterday i went over nicks house hes really hot omfg well then i came home and ate mcdonalds and got ready and went and got my belly button pierced it didnt hurt at all and rob (the piercing guy) loves me cause we have known him for years adn he drew a smily face on the bandage he put oveer it adn itr was really funny then he kept laughing at me lol well then i went to burgerking lol then went to an allnighter for church for a lil bit well ok heres the thing i like this boy named jimmy n he lives by anchore bay hs or whateva and he was like i like u alot n we should hook up and i was like yeah and then last nite he was like i also like gennelle what the hell is up wit guys dont they kno they cant have twelve diff girls at once were in america dude what the hell happened to trust and honesty? well maybe i should just go for the boy who made me smile everyday well today im goin to my moms friends house then shopping fun fun then this weekend friday goin to nicks house saturday kellies cottage(hell yeah fun times) then sunday goin to lyns party
~shame on me for kissing you with my eyes tight~ guys are so fuckin stupid u cant find a decent one n michigan and if you dont dont ever let him go

holy cock

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:32:57 GMT

well i havent updated in a longgggggggggg time well ok school is so gay today at practice we were just bein asses the whole time and me and amanda were doing some percilla thing it was fucking hilarious lol well then sara and lyn were actin like dumb weird asss ppl but it was funnny lol ok well tommrrow we have a game in BFE and if the dont win we cant talk for 45 min all the way home u bois betta win well then coming home then showerin then goin out wit the girlz kellie and nicole the best ppl in the world there so nice i can talk / tell them ne thing me4gan aint goin cause she is goin to church camp lol who does that hehe and then me rachel and hope and mandi had to piss so bad so we went in the guys bathroom its so nasty come on bois clean up after urself nest time we go in there we are gonna decorate the urnials lol how funny would that be well ok love the giels
mandi (chase)
rachel (joey)
kellie (the biggest pimp)
nicole (ah yahya americans)

holy snow day

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 18:20:08 GMT

its fuckin like 1-1/2 feet outside of snow well today is my sis b-day happy 19th britt well theres nothing to do today cause the sno so i will prolly just stay in today and chill adn be lazy well yeah im sick and i have no voice so ur sucks lol well theres not to much to say but yesterday we played shelby adn thew bois one and all they had an albino girl on the squad and everypne was all yellin at each other then i came home adn then mandis b/f came over and so did jimmy we all just sat around and watched tv and movies well im goin to be lazy now

fuck guys

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 17:50:50 GMT

welll i havent updated in the longest time so thats why im doing it now well im gettin ready for are game even tho we dont have school today and we still have a game well last night i hung out with megan kellie and dino adn niko adn nick well nichole is sick adn i hope she gets better so we can hang out well we dropped megan off with havia and sean was in the car and britt and tony and dustin was in the car adn i think tony is all mad at me cause i didnt go to the game last night well i guess things with me and vito arent eva gonna talk bcuz last night he was bein an ass well ne ways im bout to leave so i will prolly update tonight after we party after the game im hangin out wiht my mandi i love u girl lol awwwwww mandi adn mike
~ash~

what the fuck

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 22:12:47 GMT

well these last couple of days have been hell i mean i have finals ands cheerleading and i have no time for ne thing adn i havent seen vito for a week adn i havent talked / seen sean for 3 weekes well we email each other still well last night we had a game at chip adn we went to cheer for da bois and mandi was running and was like ohh bois and fell flat on her ass it was funny then we all laughed and then we came back here and had jabooboo take us to taco hell adn we grabbed so much sause it was so funny and we wanted him to pull by these hot guys so we could say hey but he didnt then we came home and two lil high bois were just chillen ova dustin and sean and i think that dustin a dmeg look cute togetheri mean u cant help who u like so britt needs to chill the fuck out mandi calls my dog bubba now
~ash~

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:27:25 GMT

Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
age
Stripper Name:	Tina Tingles
Specialty:	the splits
Customers say:	"Are those real?"

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:20:53 GMT

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Ass
Special Talents Are	Everything (Multi-talented)

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:32:07 GMT

Theme songs of your life by eponine
your name?
love song:	my heart will go on - celine dion
depressing song:	on my own - les miserables
party song:	what i like about you - lillix
what-the-hell-ever song:	iris - the goo goo dolls
your life	so young - the corrs

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:28:46 GMT

the soundtrack to your life by cuteliz34
name
opening credits	the reason by hoobastank
love song	dont worry ill catch you by the get up kids
heart break song	ever so sweet by the early november
I hate you song	seventy times seven by brand new
everythings ok song	21 and invincible by something corporate
closing credits	the crowing by coheed and cambria

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:24:51 GMT

what icon are u? by i_lessthanthree_EM
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Currently Feeling
your icon is...

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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:17:40 GMT

sick of the drama

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 23:27:50 GMT

well ihavent updated sicne new years which was so much funa dn so was the day after well ok like today i was sick and i couldnt go to school cause of it which oh so totally sucked cause we had a game and i had to miss it well ok so yeah i cant have anything that is spicy has or cooked with grease (taco hell) and no pop or anything carbonated well i miswell go fricken anerixa well anyways this weekend i think im gonna hang out with dory vito and nikko adn nick and the most awemost people in the world megan nicole and kelly well right now im goin to sleep cause im tired

new years eve

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 20:36:11 GMT

well ok today is new years and what do u do on this day well u get drunk well tonight im hangin out wit a bunch of my friends well tonight should be a wild and crazy night lol well dont know what we is excatly gonna be doing but will figure that out soon i hope well getiin ready for the night

~ashley~

tryin to let go

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 00:46:31 GMT

well i havent updated in a while theres no time i mena with cheerleadin school and my social life dont think so well mike and i arent "together" anymore or what ever we were welli mean i still love him for so god damn unknown reason and i just i didnt feel this way about him well "white tee" ok well im startin to like sean well things about him i just love and hes so adorable well mike really wished things could have worked out between us but sry they didnt there always a place for u in my heart
~ash~

omfg

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 22:35:15 GMT

hey there guys im at jessies i love her shes makin it all prettyfied

its been so long

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 23:16:06 GMT

well i havent wrote in here for over a month well its summer and its so much fun i met this really hot boy named dan and i love him more than nething in the world well yeah me and jenna had so much fun camping there was so many frickin people frm india there adn well me andjenna got hurt playing tennis it was pretty fun well summers awesome well tongiht im stayin at jennas and were goin to the movies and were gunna see sumthing well adn hopefully i see bob(justin) adn dan well were outy gettin ready then were off if dan doesnt go im gunna cry
~ash + rae =bffl
i love u dan

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